Messing with people DAY 2.

I wasn't really thinking the last time I posted. But messing with people is still entertaining.

Bah...this subject bores me.

Messing with people is fun.

Wells, I'm kinda depressed, stressed, etc. So, to get over it:
1. I'm avoiding my friends.
2. I'm letting them know somethings wrong.(But not telling them what it is.)
3. I'm putting real(I mean REAL) enthusiasim in my act(which really isn't an act).

Eh, yea, thats pretty much it. I was running out of ideas(the third one is weak). Anyway, as stated before. I just can't stand my friends.

Reality Sucks.

Thanks for listening to me rant.

Life?

Almost all week I've had weird dreams, the good weird, and I remember them. Dreams, so much fun.
On the other hand...school. What does that mean? Homework, and for me homework never seems to get done. I'm already failing or close to failing a couple of my classes and we haven't even had mid-terms yet.
Also the feeling of stress, depression, and loneliness have been strong lately. I hate reality, but have no choice but to live it out. Every day I hope something will happen, something from my dreams or that I've fantasized about. It's getting to the point where I don't want to see any of my friends, partly because they're one of the reasons. I mean at least all of them have a life, they may say they don't but they do. Me? What do I have in life. Video Games, the internet, and my dreams. I'm not saying that I hate my life and I'm going to kill myself (Really).
My friends always remind me of what I'm missing out on, even though it's not all ways a good thing that I'm missing out on. Every time they bring something up and go on about it and I don't really like it, not really caring about it at the moment. But they do it so often it makes me sick. I know that they (might) be venting themselves sometimes about how something about one of our other friends annoyes the hell out of them, but I'm always the one caught in the middle.
Sure, I like my friends, but they tend to be stupid/idiots/morons/etc. Why did I move back to this place (Mtn. Home, ID) just to be able to hang out with them again. I miss spending my days homealone. I really want to move back to Arizona.

Me Vs Procrastination....Procrastination 1 Me 0

Well, as everyone should know schools back in session and that means homework. I just happen to be a big time procrastinator. That means I haven't got any of my homework done. I really need to start shaping up, things will get better as the year goes on...I hope.

Wow, how time flies.

Well, it's that time of year again. Summers over and school has begun. Don't really have much to say other then that. I'll have more later.

I REALLY need a job...

Sigh...I've been saying this for the past few weeks, almost a month. I know where I want to apply but there's this thing called "procrastination." Anyways, I need things and things cost money. The only way to get money is to work for it, and work means a job.

Good bye and wish me luck,
Brax

Sleep....

This is the second time I've done this. I stay up really late, sometimes not getting ANY sleep, and the night after I sleep at around 5-6 PM and wake up the next day at 6-7 AM. I really need to start sleeping.

Cages and Tanks

Who likes Zoo and Aquarium Exibits??? I know I do, its interesting to see a variety of animals in one place. Oh and for those of you who are reading this, I'm not mean if you are think that.
So anyways, I went to an aquarium here in Vegas. Some of you might know it as "Shark Reef" At Mandalay Bay Casino and Resort. It not, its a good sized exibit for one that's in a Casino/Resort in Las Vegas, Nevada of all places *Its a scorching desert!!!* Sigh...I really need to get some pics uploaded...'

Brax. Y

Late "Night" Fever, Early Morning!!

I love being nocturnal. The only thing is I usualy miss lunch, haha. Well, yeah, right now I'm in my hotel room, its 4:43 AM, parents are out gambleing, sisters asleep (I have to use her laptop *it's a Mac*) and everyone else is out doing whatevers. Anyways, I'm going to go pass out soon, don't want to stay up to 5...

Good Mornings At 4:45 AM From Las Vegas
~_-Braxton-_~

Alright, Back to the Blog

Sorry for the no posting. My friends keep on draging me everywhere, I kinda regret it some...no most of the time. I've been taking a lot of "random" pics. Right now I'm in my hotel room in Vegas for a family reunion. It's almost over, only a few more days then It's back to Mountian Home, IDAHO!!! If my bio says I live in Arizona...then, yeah...I moved. People do that you know. So, when I have the chance and am able to upload pics, I will. Not sure about the quality of the pictures, but who cares? Somebody will.

~~Braxton

P.S. I don't think it's possible for me to be in a good mood.

Bad News

Well, before I moved back to Idaho from Arizona I could use the computer as much as I could. But now my mom says I can't use her computer (which is the only one with Internet right now). So, until I get my own computer with its own Internet access I can't be on as much, hence I can't continue with what I started until then. And TRUST me, I have started a lot of stuff that requires the Internet.

Your friend,
Braxton Y.

P.S. Ah the wonders of being 16 *Sarcasm* XP

Schools and Year Books...

Well, for me schools coming to a close this year (May 2007). And year books are out. ONE picture bugs me a lot and shows just how great the education is. Ha Ha, I'd post pics from the year book but I'm to lazy.

Ever get that feeling???

There are times when you get a feeling. Either when you're running for your life, having the best day of your life, or feel like throwing yourself off a cliff. But, ever get one of those "weird" feelings? An uncertain feeling? I get that quite a lot.

Then again, I never really know what I'm feeling/thinking half the time. And for some reason my THOUGHTS can never come out right. So by the time you read to here, half of this is pure blasphemy.

Gah, now I'm trailing and I don't think I'm making much sense. Maybe thinking this much when you're tired isn't such a good idea.

Good night.

Well, This is me.

My name is Braxton K. Yacapin. A 16 (As off March 15, 2007) teen. I don't really have a straight forward personality (outer is different from who I really am on the inside). But I do know I am a very intereting person! Just recently I'd have to say I'm a pretty subordinate child of my parents. As far as things I like/like to do. Therianthropy, Writing, Reading, Daydreaming, Movies, and Thinking are just a few.

School, I do ok. I could do better if I just did the homework. Friends, good amount of good friends. I think I don't fit in half the time.

Well, I'm out of ideas to write for today.

"If you think you know me, think again."